my mind is a train wreck…not liking this feeling that’s gripping me around my neck…a single slip of control is cascading into a flood…i guess feeling better will have to take a rain check. Read More » March 29, 2011 No Comments
I feel like I’m losing my mind right now. This wave full of overwhelming pressure is crashing against me. Yeah I can stand my ground…but it’s only so long before I get knocked off balance and succumb to the waves. #drowning Read More » March 28, 2011 No Comments
::sigh:: the last 3hrs was tiring and painfull and Uncomortable. Oh well…maybe I shoulda woke some ppl up to get my mind off it. Outta mind outta sight? Nah I can still feel it. Read More » March 27, 2011 No Comments
::sad face:: really does not feel good at all. Time for my superman persona to come down. I really need some kinda pain killer…hope this not strep throat or something. It hurts like hell to eat or drink. #kryptonite Read More » March 26, 2011 No Comments
Fuk you! That’s all I gotta say…you inconsiderate dumb ass mf. You’ll get no help from me when you crawling on your last ounce of strength…just expect my foot to push you over. I can forgive but wont forget. So…when the pressure is back for you to perform…do it on ur own. Read More » March 25, 2011 No Comments
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8mu6AKuWn4 Dedicated to my fallen friends and fellow airmen. We all gotta stay strong. Updated Mar 24, 2011 8:20:29pm Read More » March 24, 2011 No Comments
Nate is gonna start talking in the 1st person because Nate wants to. Now Nate is going to see how many people are gonna comment on Nate’s Status. s/n: Nate is hungry Read More » March 24, 2011 No Comments
Ok it’s 0400 and I have been awoken from my non drooly slumber. One would think if ur not feeling well ull sleep…guess I’m the exception…so ill put on some tea and watch a lil tv…only til like 0500 something. Then we can try this thing called sleep…again Read More » March 24, 2011 No Comments
Ugh. Hungry, tired and in pain. What a mix. Maybe this is just the old me dying but damn coming back is one hell of a trip. So went from a 4 day sore throat to tired as fuk. Smh Read More » March 23, 2011 No Comments
Why is it that im cursed with a mind who sole purpose at nite is to ponder the present, future and destiny? Enveloped within the uncertainty, attempting to develop contingency plan as a remedy, thinking so carefully, analytical as its specialty, everything…but relaxing me. Read More » March 23, 2011 No Comments