why am I putting myself through much more than i can actually handle…dependability, reliability, follow through doesnt exsist outside of work in my life…its sad that its always do it yourself or it doesn’t get done or gets worse…do everything you can to mae that one step forward only to find out the efferts for that one step set you back more…cant seem to ever get a breather…always trying to resolve, fix, solve…theres to me, relaxation…so close to the tipping point…even the best fighters cant get back up after being knocked down so many times… #PandorasBox breaking.